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  • Struggling mightily this morning. Fell asleep sobbing last night. For twenty-one years I’ve battled on-again off-again bouts of depression, and currently I’m in an “on-again” phase. A night’s sleep brought no better feelings or clarity, and here I am again at 7:00a unable to feel joy. Tomorrow I’m driving down to Kentucky for my cousin’s…

  • I was a menace on the Pickleball courts yesterday morning. Following Saturday’s shitty showing, this was what I’m dubbing “motherfucker Monday.” I felt like I was in total control of what I was doing. I rediscovered the serve that was sending people backwards into the fence. I was drinking consistently over the net with good…

  • Slept like dogshit last night. I was up at 3:00am to use the restroom and walked into the hallway to see one of cats’ eyes glowing in the dark, sitting upright starting at me from down the hall. I hurried into the bathroom, took a piss, then hesitantly opened the door, half-expecting Sookie, our sweet,…

  • I’m just gonna launch this mf. I’m sitting down to do some dedicated work on this blog, and WordPress is like “take your next steps and design your site!” Okay, so I decide to start doing that. I look at the site as is in this simple style of black and white and…simplicity…and I like…

  • Alright, here we go. Post number 1. My goals with this are as follows: Ha! Yeah, the $50 would mean I’ve broken even, which would rock. It was like $48 dollars for the first year of this plan on WordPress, and thanks to my immense genius I misspelled the original domain name so had to…